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For all those people who don’t like rants, its a warning that this post is only rant.. so feel free to stop reading ahead if u want… but its my blog and I will rant if I wish too

So I slipped yet again day before yesterday, though I tweeted about it joking that

Last time i was cmg back from delhi i had hurt my neck this time its the knee a omen that god doesnt want me to come back from delhi ๐Ÿ˜‰

I am feeling anything but good… this time its the knee that I have hurt and that is making me very upset… I showed to the doctor yesterday and he has declared it as a ligament tear and advised me a week’s bed rest… (yes bed rest yet again ๐Ÿ˜ฆ )

The year started with a slipped disc in the neck which still troubles me now and then ๐Ÿ˜ฆ and then I twisted my ankle sometime back and now this knee… And when I am not broken I am down with something or the other whether its the simple flu or low BP or continuous vomits which doctor thought was because of Gall bladder stone but actually was just a reflex… whether is a migraine which keeps coming back like it loves me like no one or its the ever present Bangalore induced cold… I never seem to be in perfect health ๐Ÿ˜ฆ and I am sick of it

I am sick of being sick… I really don’t know what to do of this, how to handle this and come out of this rut? The weight loss is at a stand still because of this too.. I have lost 11kgs but then since than I am stuck there, unable to focus on any form of exercise of diet for more than a week because some form of illness just strikes me ever so often… I atleast have 10 more kgs to go before I even can say I am away from being obese even if I forget about my ideal weight…

Today when I sit on my bed with my laptop and a book, I am frustrated to the extent that I am not able to focus on anything… The past year has been the worst in terms of health and like I said above I have no clue how to cure it… The doctors seem to be as clueless as me on providing me a holistic cure and are hell bent on treating each problem separately and that is hardly helping ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

Gosh I don’t even know why I am writing this post… I guess it’s a rant and a way to get it out of my system…

Ok so now I will end my most disjointed post ever… go ahead bring on the hugs and make me feel better