PS: personal rants here
This holi the colors seem to be missing from my life.. Me and N fought on Sunday evening… now obviously its not the first time in last 5 yrs that we have fought, we keep doing that all the time… infact I strongly believe that little fights are neccessary for marriage… they keep relationship sane…
But this time its been different… we fought on sunday and its been 3 days we havent spoken to each other… and now this is surely happening for the first time in 5 yrs… usually we make sure if we fight we dont sleep over it… but this time I am wondering whats coming inbetween… whats stopping us, why are our egos becoming bigger than the relation???
The issue is not at all something big but still both of us are hanging on to it…
Though holi is not really celebrated in blore but every year we make sure we do something on it… collect some friends and play but this year owing to the ego both of us planned nothing… the result he has gone to work and i am sulking at home and blogging… may be I should it take it as a cue and think that god wanted me to play holi differently this year as suggested here and here
Anyways hope things will settle down soon… till than u guys have a happy holi…
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